Real.......

Thought that giving out alot............
Thought that putting alot of efforts......
Thought that getting back what is deserve.....
Thought that letting off long ago......
Thought that never remember it anymore......
Thought that already forgive it..........

But....
But actually not giving out as much as its expectation......
But doesnt really putting alot of efforts.....
But doesnt really getting back reasonable return.....
But actually just forget for a period of time......
But it will come into mind once in awhile.........
But the strong feelings are still there..........

What we thought are actually what we hope to......
What will truly happen is when we never even think about it........
Real come when no one realise......
Real come when theres no expectation..........
Real will only come when theres no preparation......
nitez.....

I like this feeling

Do my things in front of my laptop.......
Listening to songs........
Chatting with friends........
Surfing the net.........
Playing games..........
Writing my blog.......
Looking for nice pictures on the net...........

Away from my laptop.......
I go swim and sauna.........
I came back and enjoy bathing..........
Lying on the bed and watch TV......
After watching TV..........
I listen to radio in the living room..........

I love falling to sleep while listening to songs.......
I can sleep very well...........
After waking up from nap............
I will sit on my bed and dreaming around haha.....
( i love to dream ) ^^

After getting off my bed........
I went to my laptop and start during some college assignments......
( just awhile^^)
Play game againzzzz..........

After gaming.....
I go for some silent stuffs.........
Reading people's blog..........
Enter to a forum and chat with those listeners and DJ there......
In between......i went to kitchen and make a cup of hot neslo.........( I love the taste )
Continue with my stuffs.....

Before going off to bed........
Usually i will sign in my friendster account to check the daily Horoscope.......
I don really believe in horoscope......
But sometimes those encouragements will give me some motivations to pass my day ^^

Thats what i do in my daily life......
Its relaxing.............
That what i want.......
Not money....not reputation......not fame......not authority......not praising.......
Just.............peace..............
nitez......

Money.....

What so powerful about money.......
I really don understand.......

Money can do a lot of things but not everything.............
Without money.....we can do nothing............(lame)
Thats what most people thought................

But what so big deal.......
With money that enough for our living and some extra for entertainment is more than enough.....
Why Squeezing your brain to look for more.........
whats the point...........

The main explanation is to give their next generation a better life........
Erm......i don really get that actually...............
How is a better life means..........
Extra pocket money to spend..........
Get what others don have...........
Work less compare to others.............
Or have better life satisfaction than others......

Haha.......
If all the above listed are into purposes of looking for more money.................
I believe that the next generation will feel happy because of too dependent....not independent....
This might apply on most of the Asians.......

Asians children are too protected by their parents........
Parents planned everything for them........
Parents even save money for their future expenses.........
Parents buy their children things they want.......
Parents fulfill the children's needs and wants....giving extra often.......

These will make Asians children to misunderstand on the purposes of money......
Once they don have money.....they will suffer........
Then they will feel like money is everything........
By that they will do anything to get money........
This might be the main reason which brings the wrong conceptions of money.........

Asian's parents should learn this from western parents.......
Comfortable and happy life should be provided to the child........
But in the same time........
Do leave them do things and get things alone........
Don every time give them extra....give whats enough........
Set some conditions for the children to get something from you......

Let them learn the process of getting things by themselves.....
Let them feel the difficulties.......
Child grown by this kind of teaching will be more mature than the others for sure....
Because they feel the whole process........
They did step by step........

People will only know how it is when they really involved..........
People will only understand how its work when they did practically involved.....
People will only appreciate when they get it with hard working.........

Going through ups and downs in the life will make a person mature........
nitez....

What is true and what is false......

Is there really an absolute answer.......

If both you and your best friend are working out hard for a particular thing and theres only one...
If one success the other will disappointed......
If both give up.......there will be a waste.....
If both competing......one might hurt.......
If that is a golden opportunity and might appear once in our life.......

What will been done and who will scarified.......
Which action taken is wrong and which is right......

Izit a must to do so..........
Will u regret after all..........

I really hope theres an absolute answer for such situation...........
I think everyone begging for such answer as well.......
nitez.......

Future......

Don't know since when.......
Future seems to be very important in my life.......

Everything is depend on it's future.......no future equal to not worthy......
Every step taken need to determine how bright is the future...........
Even every action before taken ............future is taken into consideration..........

You need to choose your job according to its futurity.............
Same goes to your studies........your properties.....even your life partner.......
What so important about future?

What I have heard from people are.......
You will go through your life with less mistakes.....less time consuming........less struggling.......
Yea.....it might be true......but our whole life is under control by all these.........
Don't you feel suffering?........honestly......i don like this at all.......

Future.....are things which haven come but its coming soon into our life.......
Its true we decide our future.......but not by following others future...........
What you have seen on others now might not suitable for you in your future.......

This is a very flexible matter........
You can either follow others footsteps or create your own.......
Many parents might have the wrong concept on future.........
We could notice that plenty of parents out they encouraging their children to learn and do things according to someone's footsteps who given a good impression to themselves.....

Whats in their mind are.......if their children do exactly what a success person did......their children will definitely moving on the right track.........
In my point of view.......not exactly........

These children might be good in the sense of bright future or high demanding if they success......
I stress again......this happen if they are succeed.....
Children who succeed.....are those really born to be in such track or who are really talented to such teaching process.......

What their parents are doing to them are actually what they want and they are gifted to accomplish......How if those children who are not?
Negative effects will burst until it reaches a serious condition........

So what I think is...........parents should discover their children future and not creating a future which they think its suit for their children........
A planned future is not as satisfy as a gifted future.......
Nitez......