Real.......

Thought that giving out alot............
Thought that putting alot of efforts......
Thought that getting back what is deserve.....
Thought that letting off long ago......
Thought that never remember it anymore......
Thought that already forgive it..........

But....
But actually not giving out as much as its expectation......
But doesnt really putting alot of efforts.....
But doesnt really getting back reasonable return.....
But actually just forget for a period of time......
But it will come into mind once in awhile.........
But the strong feelings are still there..........

What we thought are actually what we hope to......
What will truly happen is when we never even think about it........
Real come when no one realise......
Real come when theres no expectation..........
Real will only come when theres no preparation......
nitez.....