Saturday, September 26, 2009

Some feelings

You will be crazy and moody once things are out of order...so do I
I have managed time for college and gym
But...once something came out of a sudden might delay or force me to cancel my gym
That's sucks...
I can't eat every 2 to 3 hours because of my college's timetable
Felt really frustrated when things can't go as i wish...and that's not something big, it's just eating and rest...
To be honest...Me myself have to take responsibilities on these...There are plenty of space to improve
Things could be more organised if I could overcome those sudden bad emotions occur somewhere between my day...
I really get disappointed when I didn't did well in the gym...
I felt guilty and moody after getting out of the gym and everything after that will become so annoying and meaningless to me...I have to control this =(
Be still I am happy because people around see changes on me and they praised me
This gave me confident and energy to move on and willing for more and more changes
Thanks to people who did pay attention on my progress....appreciate you all deep from my heart =)
I do feel lonely sometimes....I need someone to understand and share my everything
I need someone to listen to me, anything, just anything I want to tell
Maybe a girl friend? haha...that's might be another new knowledge and challenge =)
No matter how, life still go on~~~
Let's move forward and utilize our life span to the max
That's what human are born to be!!!
^_^